Guess What? We’re All Jealous of Imaginary People

I was 25. I was extremely ready for every single element of my life to be perfect. I wanted an incredible job, a loving partner, a beautiful child, a perfect body, a gorgeous home in a stunning city, a large paycheck, a swollen savings account, to start work on my doctoral degree, perfect health for myself and everyone I loved, and for nothing to cause me any heartache. Completely reasonable… Obviously.

Thanks to social media, I was constantly bombarded with images of my friends who seemed well on their way to the perfect life that was alluding me. Pictures of engagement rings, wedding dresses, graduation gowns, baby onesies. Smiling couples posing with the keys to their new homes. Why was this magically happening for my friends, but not for me?

Then one day I had a sudden aha-moment. I was jealous of no one. I stepped back and realized that many of my friends may each have a piece of my “perfect” life puzzle, but I couldn’t think of a single one who had all the pieces. As I reflected, I realized that out of all my friends, there wasn’t even one name that emerged of someone who had everything in place that I personally desired. I was jealous of various elements of each of their lives, creating a composite person that I was striving for, but who didn’t even exist.

Moreover, as I reflected on my amazing non-profit job, in gorgeous San Diego, that afforded me incredible travel opportunities, I realized that my friends may very well be jealous of me.

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Blessings Come and Go

In the years that have followed that aha-moment, I’ve seen some of the great joys in my friends’ lives slip out of their hands. Children have fallen ill, homes have been foreclosed, marriages have failed, careers have dried up. Blessings come and go, and then come again. Journalist Mary Schmich says it well, “don’t waste time on jealousy. Sometimes you’re ahead, sometimes you’re behind. The race is long and, in the end, it’s only with yourself.”

It’s natural to feel that tinge of jealousy when something that’s been alluding you seems to so easily happen for those around you. However, I’m willing to bet that you don’t have a single friend who “has it all.” And, even if it seems that they do, you never know if tomorrow they may “lose it all.”

I stepped back and realized that many of my friends may each have a piece of my ‘perfect’ life puzzle, but I couldn’t think of a single one who had all the pieces.

Jealousy of a composite character who doesn’t actually exist serves no good in your life. It’s like trying to make your body look like a model’s impossibly photo-shopped image. You become trapped trying to achieve something that not even the luckiest person alive has been able to obtain and you then are too distracted to enjoy all the incredible blessings that you’ve already been given.

“You can be the moon and still be jealous of the stars.”  Gary Allan captures this thought so poetically. What a shame to not recognize your own glory because you’re so distracted by the glory of others.

Living in the Present

Of course it’s great to strive for a better life, but take care so that you aren’t striving for something that’s not even possible. If jealousy starts to overtake you, then pause for a moment to come back into the present where simple joys can bring peace. You have your whole life to pursue your big dreams. Simple joys in the moment are about surrounding yourself with love, friends, beauty, and a sense of purpose.

There are many practices that can bring you back to the present; meditation, yoga, prayer, journaling, or even a nice walk.  In this exact moment, you may find delight in the feeling a cool breeze on your face, a shared laugh between friends, the satisfaction of a full stomach, or even the gentle beat of your own heart. Dwell in the simple joys and perhaps you’ll find that they may just be enough. Comparison is the thief of joy and if you are comparing yourself to a composite person who cannot even possibly exist, then you’ll never find peace with yourself or be able to see the beautiful blessings that already surround you.

Do you find yourself jealous of imaginary people? What does recognizing that do for your perspective?

Images by Brittany Phillips via Stone & Harper

Talitha holds an MBA and currently works as a Project Manager for an LA-based social media company McBeard. She has a long history of non-profit work, investing 10 years into organizations like Invisible Children and The Giving Keys. She is a real "get-it-done" kind of gal with a love for yoga, travel, interior design, cats and craft beer.

14 COMMENTS
  • Natalie Redman February 2, 2017

    Great post! Thanks for sharing.

  • cindy November 16, 2016

    Oh my, I can relate to this so much, TYSM for sharing this.

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  • Anonymous October 29, 2016

    ^^

  • Catie October 25, 2016

    All the yeses! I’ve recently realized when I can’t stop thinking of the next piece of clothing to buy, sale racks, why I need to go to target for the 3 time today, or how to be more unique and stand out then I am spiraling into comparison and need to shift my focus.
    A little bit on that here: http://thegritandgraceproject.org/living/the-wedding-day-one-year-reflections and http://thegritandgraceproject.org/beauty/my-frustration-with-inspirational-lies and my personal blog: keptnear.wordpress.com
    Thankful for the healthy perspective that encompasses Darling!
    Catie

  • Hannah L. October 24, 2016

    you captured what so many of us struggle with! Jealousy of… a person who doesn’t even exist. It seems there’s so many moms who somehow have time to take a billion perfect photos of their home and children and have incredible blogs and whip up gourmet recipes and the rest of us are trying to keep are head above waters. but you said so beautifully “blessings come and go”. and social media is just a highlight reel. Thank you!

    • Anonymous October 25, 2016

      Love that. Thanks for the comment!

  • Connie October 21, 2016

    This is AWESOME. Thank you! I feel like it would be easier to move on if people were just HONEST. Because being vague leaves people to question too much, and therefore unable to move on quickly. I can tell you, in the moments where I gave and received honesty, things were just so much simpler and I was able to move on in a much more healthy way! I read another article once saying that people who aren’t able to be honest are very narcissistic because they can’t stand the fact that someone might hate them due to the honesty. Basically, get over yourself and stop being selfish: JUST BE HONEST.

  • Maritsa October 20, 2016

    “Never try to compete with anyone but your current self.”

    Nailed it. Thank you for this, Talitha! <3

    • Anonymous October 25, 2016

      Thanks Maritsa <3

  • Anonymous October 20, 2016

    This so resonates with me right now. It is far too easy to get wrapped up in the “If only I had…” mindset, especially while perusing social media. Thanks for the reminder!

  • Natalie October 20, 2016

    Such a great piece. It’s so easy to live in our own heads and not realise that the little fictions we make about others aren’t the whole story and that everyone else makes those little fictions too. Thanks for articulating something that isn’t said often enough

    – Natalie
    http://www.workovereasy.com

  • hannah October 20, 2016

    It’s so easy to get wrapped up in the perfect world that social media has to offer. Perfect people with perfect makeup and perfect bodies and perfect closets seem to be everywhere, and I think it’s true that “social media depression” is a real thing. More people need to read this article to better understand what they’re seeing! Social media is just a highlight reel. Very rarely do you actually see the negatives, the struggles, the ups-and-downs of daily living through that lens.

    Very well written. Thank you!
    Hannah
    http://www.newsmacarons.com

    • Talitha Baker October 20, 2016

      Love those insights! Thanks for your thoughts!

  • Anonymous October 20, 2016

    What a beautifully articulated article!

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