Multiple Families? How to Find Peace During the Holidays

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At 22 years old, I am still learning how to be whole in the midst of a mosaic family. Through divorce and remarriage, my team has been broken and pieced back together into something beautiful — something I would never trade. Holidays, however, can be a challenge.

On an average Christmas Day, I visit three to four households. While driving from one family to the next, I can begin to feel as if I’ve fallen through a crack somewhere, or as if I do not fully belong in any home. I long for everyone to know they are equally loved and cherished, but am forced to divide my attention. Irrational guilt takes root and steals joy from me.

Eventually, I realized it does not do anyone any good for me to show up as a fractured version of myself. If you are struggling physically or emotionally with balancing loved ones during the holidays, here are some tried-and-true ways to pursue peace, even in the chaos.

Set expectations early.

Don’t wait until the last minute to schedule holiday visits. Communicate clearly about when you will be where and plan strategically so that you are able to participate in at least one significant event at each home. Advocate for yourself and your needs, and allot breaks for a coffee run or a good book between locations. Make sure you’ll have room to sleep and refuel.

If you struggle with assertiveness, then drawing boundaries with family members may be the hardest part of the holidays. However, managing your loved ones’ hopes and assumptions is an important part of honoring your relationships.

Do what you can.

If you cannot make it to a family member’s home for a holiday, arrange in advance to make them feel special through another avenue. Send a thoughtful gift to their celebration, call them in the morning or invite them to an event on a later date. By proactively deciding upon specific ways to reveal your appreciation for far-away family, you can avoid internally guilt-tripping yourself when you must be elsewhere on the big day.

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Be present.

While enjoying your visit with one side of your family, do not obsess over what the day has already held or will hold. Fight to be fully where you are. Treasure conversations, relax and leave your cell phone in your bag. You will not regret this.

Cultivate thankfulness.

We live in a culture of comparison. The voices that tell us our families, lives and selves are insufficient can become deafening during the holidays. To turn them down, commit to focusing on what is in front of you. Seek the good in your people and your places, if only because they are yours. Readjust your focus by donating to a family in need or a cause you believe in. Choice by choice, strengthen your capacity for gratitude and be thankful in the little moments, when it can become easy to be discouraged by faulty logistics or unmet desires.

Seek the good in your people and your places, if only because they are yours.

Create your own tradition.

At least once during your holiday family marathon, carve out space to celebrate the significance of the day for you as an individual. Build a small tradition that is completely yours. Doing so will remind you who you are and what you care about, which may be influenced by your family members, but is not defined by them. Pull over for a solo picnic, listen through an album, draw a picture — it’s up to you.

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Give grace.

Instead of frustration, extend grace when your family members evince sadness that you cannot spend the entire holiday with them. Further, practice grace internally; you cannot be everywhere at once and you are doing the best you can.

Have patience with your loved ones and yourself. Find freedom in the fact that no person or family is perfect and, in the words of John Steinbeck, “now that you don’t have to be perfect, you can be good.” We’re all rooting for you.

How do you navigate complicated family dynamics during the holidays?

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Based in Dallas, TX, Rachel is a writer on a mission to consume as many good books and tacos as humanly possible. Whether she's creating copy for a non-profit or an editorial, it is her hope to tell stories that build bridges between people and nurture life in broken places.

3 COMMENTS
  • Hannah December 13, 2016

    Love this perspective and honest conversation about how you can’t be everywhere for everyone even family. My parents are not divorced but I am married, So we have my family, my husbands family, and our family, And additional members such as my mom and dads family members pulling as well. I struggle with family guilt sometimes its a tricky road to navigate.B/C I Want to make everyone happy and not hurt anyones feelings. but as you said so well “Seek the good in your people and your places, if only because they are yours.” -Hannah-

    http://www.recovering-hope.blogspot.com

  • Meredith F. December 12, 2016

    Found this article on Facebook and loved its perspective

  • This was such an interesting read to someone who still has parents who are together. I’ve been very lucky with my family, but it’s great to have an insight of the realities of what other people are going through.

    – Charmaine
    http://charmainenyw.com

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